voicetest the voiceless

[focusedvoid]

They're not dead.

Less dead than they'd felt, at least. Their shell doesn't normally take so long to reform.

Then again. Their shell doesn't usually break of their own violation as they ascended in a boiling rage, ate at least one realm, a god, and all the Godseekers.

(That last point is debatable, actually. There's some odd sense, deep under their...shell? Void? Wherever they once stored things like Isma's Tear, much deeper now...that the sea-mind is still there, sluggish and held in a stasis. They're already adjusting enough, and they don't seem to be dying or trying to kill them, so that problem is neatly sorted as 'for later'.)

They push their body to stand. Their horn clangs uncomfortably loudly against the grate they've apparently woken up beneath. They're somewhere in the Royal Waterways. A quick check of the map--or, not so quick, as it takes time to locate where it had been--shows they've risen about halfway through, closer to the City of Tears than the White Palace. They'll go to the Stag Station in the City Storerooms next.

So they think. Complications arise on the way.

The Infection is gone, leaving dead Flukes, Pilflips, and Hwurmps in piles enough it takes time to force their way past. Their body seems too small. No, their body is fine--there's something wrong with perception itself. That will take time to adjust to.

Then, they discover the Monarch Wings now stretch and warp when used, twisting around the nearest pipes after landing before the Knight forcibly calls them back. Shade Wings, they decide to call these.

Once they're high enough to hear the rain above, they realize a noise they'd ascribed to water running in the distance is, in fact, something swirling behind their mask. Many somethings. All the fragments of Siblings with enough self left, staring out from their eyes. It's disconcerting.

By the time they actually get out of the Waterways, they're using their Shade Wings to grip ledges and drag themselves up, with those holding onto things better than their own arms are with the Mantis Claw. 

The Knight faceplants awkwardly onto the floor of the building Lemm's shop is in. If the City is the same as below, there's little left to try killing them in the area.

They'll just take a moment here, thanks.

Comments

[focusedvoid]

Don't worry, the Knight already killed the one residing in this area. (Or whatever the Dream Nail does to them. Put them to rest would be the kindest interpretation; they have some concerns when they stop to think about it. Exactly why they haven't yet done so to Marissa and the Spirit Glade's residents. It may be a mercy, but it feels only needlessly cruel.)

They spare a moment to glance towards the Blue Lake, where their own recent interaction with it left a fresh tideline on the shore. They absently note that if their Siblings' reactivity to light settles in the future, they should bring some here to poke at the sand.

Again, the Knight needs to rein in the urge to slam their Nail against graves they pass. That would likely be taken less well than Lemm's tolerance to the Pale King's signs and wanton plant destruction.

By the Dreamer's memorial, their steps slow, and then stop. They aren't looking at the words or the masks. They know those, they don't need it or care anymore. Instead, they find their gaze slipping past it. They never bothered before.

There are horn-shapes crafted here, framing it. While much smaller in scale, they're otherwise the same that jutted up through the clouds where the three were Dreaming.

A slice of rage cuts through them, and they shake their head sharply. They don't know what this means. Forget the Pale King and his potential wishes or spells or miseries, they have a Mansion to guide to.

[capitalcurator]

Now that they're here it's too late to ask questions; but if it is spirits they're being quiet for, the Knight does not seem concerned about being bothered by any. Having no tendency towards tricking himself into fear (it would not have been a helpful trait to cultivate alone in a city of husks) and without chatter to keep him occupied, Lemm finds himself with little else to focus on but their gloomy surroundings.

When the Knight slows, Lemm is paying more than enough attention to notice. He stops at almost the same time, overshooting by a couple of steps just so that he can stand at their side and peer up at the monument in turn.

It is telling that it stands in a graveyard, he thinks. Dreamers they may have been, but they were never intended to wake.

He follows the Knight's line of sight as best he can... Lemm can make no sense of the horns, either, other than some inkling of whose they might be depicting. The Knight's headshake in the corner of his view catches Lemm's attention, and he doesn't need to glance back at them to figure out what kind of an expression that might have been. Obviously not a positive one, even if he's missing the nuance.

He wouldn't really know what to say here even if he wasn't being silent on purpose. So Lemm sets a hand lightly on their shoulder to help ground them, just for a moment, as they both set off again.

[focusedvoid]

The hand works better than telling themselves to move on, and so after tipping their head to Lemm, they do.

It's not a great distance to the tunnel. They catch the sound of Seer, quieter than her previous chanting when alone. The others are there, then. They make their way to the shattered crypt unimpeded.

At the edge, the Knight pulls out their Lumafly Lantern, motioning for him to do the same, and jumps without hesitation into the dark. There are few threats down there, the odd surviving Belfly having self-destructed on their previous visit, and the Entombed Husks long since collapsing into piles of rot too small to block the way.

[capitalcurator]

The voice catches Lemm by surprise - he's never been this deep in the Resting Grounds - but catch him it does. He's learned to listen out in quiet places already, and that instinct hasn't left him despite the rather diminished sense of danger as of late. His gaze snaps to the Knight, but when they don't react...

It must be the Moth. His interest piques, but Lemm squashes it quickly. He is not going to risk their patience over it. They said she was 'busy'. Another one of the private rules he's following is to pay attention to the things the Knight does not seem to want him investigating. (Besides... that would mean introducing himself, and he's in no mood.)

The crypt gives him pause. Lemm almost asks questions, but... well, quiet. And the Knight is gone.

With a momentary exasperated glare at the darkness below, he pulls out his light, tosses his inkstained beard over his shoulder, and very slowly and very carefully climbs his way down. As soon as his feet are on solid-er ground, Lemm holds his lamp a little further out and sets to following very close behind.

At some point, his hand searches for the wall to help him step over something unpleasant on the ground while he's stooping for a low ceiling, and it makes very brief contact with something equally unpleasant in an alcove. Lemm snatches his hand back and keeps moving. Just keep going it's fine he will not be looking at whatever that was any more closely.

[focusedvoid]

The Knight keeps from darting ahead into the dark, consulting their map, which they'd taken extra effort to draw the route to keep from getting lost in. (They should do the same for several sections Deepnest, now that they're thinking about it. And not absolutely terrified or annoyed.) If either of them get lost it wouldn't be difficult to find one other, but the idea has them on edge.

Odd, a creature of darkness disliking the dark.

Disliking others in the dark, alone.

...Perhaps not so odd.

This is not the time.

The Knight steadily follows their directions until fairly close, and then pause, holding their lantern aloft. There's a great number of things these bugs had been buried with; perhaps Lemm might find them interesting?

[capitalcurator]

Lemm is not particularly afraid of the dark - like he's not bothered so much by corpses, and does not lose his cool in a stressful encounter with a Goam, and weathered the City of Tears and beyond by himself. The things Lemm fears are far less conveniently explained, like stag rides and... other, miscellaneous.

But he is a little unsettled here nonetheless; no Relic Seeker is totally immune. When the Knight slows and seems to be giving him time to - examine? - Lemm is almost reluctant to do it. But it is a rare opportunity to understand the way Hallownest treated its dead...

Holding his lantern aloft, Lemm takes a quick look around them, evaluates what he's seeing, and then awkwardly cycles a hand a few times, ending it with a vague flourish ahead of them. It'd take a lot of time, he tries to indicate, and hopes that understanding comes through.

Surprisingly perhaps, it has very little to do with the claustrophobic ambience of the tombs they're navigating. It might have to do with the fact his free is coated in something very similar to but not quite like damp dust. Or it might be because they have a goal in this expedition and he is very excited about a Great Knight.

[focusedvoid]

...They miss some nuance of the gesture, but understand enough he doesn't seem to want to linger. They correctly assume he might be more excited to examine their destination, and go on.

The empty treasure chest (they can't remember what was in there--presumably, geo) is helpful in springing off, into the tunnel above. They wait for him, and then flutter up into the open air above.

The Grey Mansion stands in all its glory down a path lined by lumafly lights. Or rather, down a path marked only by the lumafly lights. The floor is still covered in the symbolic masks of the Resting Grounds.

This building is hardly as impressive as the White Palace, but the Knight's thoughts drift in its direction, and wonder if, somehow, the Grey Mourner transported her dwelling in a similar way when drowning in grief. It doesn't seem to fit with the rest of the area.

[capitalcurator]

His climb is slow. Getting down places is the easy part, but getting back up takes somewhat more of a strain. He makes it though, hauling himself out of the hole looking only marginally worse for wear.

He scrambles to his feet and dusts himself down, even taking a second to rake a hand through his beard a few times just to disturb the discouraging levels of dust that had made their way into it.

It's probably fine to talk now.

"Tunnels, you said! Pah. Imagine my surprise." There's no real venom behind it, though he does privately hope they'll be more specific in future. (They did say below the Resting Grounds, but-!) "Ah..."

Lemm already turns his attention to the pathway and the building that lies at its end. His fussing stops, and he just... stands there, for a moment, taking it in.

Excitement bubbles up like a geyser and Lemm takes a deep breath to settle it.

"The abode of a Great Knight. You were very clear about that, at least. And what a place for it..." He is about to start walking, but - the rules. Lemm stops short of taking the lead and gestures that they should walk together.

[focusedvoid]

The Knight is lost in thought enough they need to skitter out of the way before Lemm climbs onto them.

The ink stains are coated in dust not too far a pigment from his natural beard. They consider showing amusement, but instead tip their head for questioning. They were tunnels. Particularly dark, narrow tunnels, perhaps, but not that odd compared to other parts of Hallownest.

When Lemm moves forward and gestures them along, they fall into step, just a little faster.

Once they pass through the entrance, it's as they remember, with a spot clear of dust on the floor they hadn't quite noticed. Whatever the Grey Mourner had been was more solid enough to be covered in dust herself and offer the necessary Flowers, yet disappeared without even Essence...maybe they'll find clues further inside.

Their gaze slides from the spot, over all the empty frames, to settle on what's most interesting to them: her absolutely massive Greatnail, in as terrible disrepair as their own began.

(A swell of disdain rises within. She should have taken better care. Theirs had been ruined through time and use. They allow the feeling a few moments and then delicately discard it.)

I checked the area for traps earlier. There doesn't seem to be anything, and it's empty of anyone or anything else.

[capitalcurator]

Lemm takes a long, slow look around the entrance hall.

Where the Knight is having their own private discomfort, Lemm is just in plain awe.

He doesn't know where to start. If the Knight's information is true (and he believes wholeheartedly that it is, because the Knight has revealed much stranger in the time they've known each other) then he is standing in the foyer of the personal living space of one of the Great Five.

Lemm pauses only to register their note and give a quick, barely-acknowledging nod. (He may have skimmed it.) And he is drawn forwards, bordering on trancelike, to examine the Nail.

His hand slides down the flat of the blade with a soft metallic swish interrupted only by the cracks in the surface. He can't help himself. What battles it must have seen.

He steps back again to peer around himself again, taking in the metal details overhead, the ornate buttress support, the wide and sweeping staircase beyond.

Oh, he has forgotten that anyone else is even here. He is just staring around with his mind racing. Lemm turns and steps through the arch in silence, just quietly making his way deeper. He stops at the bottom of the steps and takes a turn in place, all the way around.

Don't mind him.

[focusedvoid]

The Knight's attention is called to Lemm, and they watch his actions with interest. This place holds a mystery or two they have some desire to solve to settle personal frustration and curiosity. For him, it's something far, far more important.

They haven't seen him quite like this before. Even in the Temple and Egg, their own investment distracted them both. Here, he's free to be as awed as he wants. They'll follow his lead, Lemm's shadow now.

They never properly looked around. They hadn't even went further than the front after the Grey Mourner found solace, in quiet respect, and then never found reason to return.

It's even larger than it first appears. Mansion is correct. There are doorways every which way, on their floor and the one above. All dun and dull. They take a moment to brush their paw across a small decorative table in curiosity, and find little surprise when they end up with a clawful of dust.

[capitalcurator]

The Knight's following footsteps are phased out. There are... moments.

His fingers trace something and then he'll pause, move his hand back, and track it again more carefully, because the texture tells him something of what it's made of or how much wear it took. The dust is flicked aside.

Small utility rooms that would attract no looter are stood in, turned about, have their ceilings inspected. Handles are tried. Curtains, untouched by the damp that pervades the City of Tears, are pulled out along rails and admired for their material and for their pattern. And there are papers.

There are papers, when he tries a door and finds a study. He dares not disturb them yet - the dry is as destructive as the wet, given time - but he runs fingertips along the front edge of a writer's bureau and stands there for a while.

He turns.

The Knight is standing there - because they've been following - and he almost jumps out of his shell.

[focusedvoid]

It'd be a little more interesting to the Knight if they actually spurred him to talk, but that would mean breaking his concentration. That wouldn't be worth relieving a sliver of completely negligible boredom.

It's more fascinating to see what Lemm chooses, where he moves and what oddities he scrutinizes. They even place a claw or two on things he's shown safe to touch, though they get nothing out of it (but for a sense of inclusion). They do check for any unexpected threats around shadowy corners, but the most terrifying thing they discover are where bits of wallpaper peeled off to reveal some sort of mold.

The study, however, is something they want to see. They don't know what a Relic Seeker does about paper preservation, and watch expectantly for when he'll pick up any of the writing for them to take a glance at.

Instead, he reveals he's actually forgotten they're around.

They offer a light wave. Yes, greetings, they're still here, as loose guard and no-longer guide.

[capitalcurator]

His hands find the edge of the bureau again, behind him this time, just to steady himself.

With his face angled to the ceiling, Lemm lets out a relieved sigh and drops a hand from his chest. He tries to gather his wits back up as he meets the Knight with a much more level gaze.

"Ah... I've gotten carried away, haven't I?" The moment is smoothed over with all of the usual dismissiveness - and something brighter, too, like when they sold him a particularly rare relic but heightened. "It's a fascinating place you've led me to! I'll need time to go through it, but I- we should take a more cursory pass first." He gestures to the study door. There's a lot more to see.

The truth is that he is used to being surprised much more unpleasantly. The truth is he has always done this alone. The truth -

Relic Seeker Lemm is vastly relieved to see the Knight standing there, and the sharp adrenaline fades into a dull, warm blanket as he reminds himself how he got here and who he's with.

The historical lecture will start soon enough, but right now it's a little impeded.

[focusedvoid]

They don't give that much response. Yes, he did get carried away, and they don't at all mind. He doesn't seem to mind much either. He's far above pleased.

It's a pleasant thing.

He's in the lead here, but first they hold a paw up for attention. They decide against outright jumping up onto the writer's bureau, but they do point insistently at the edge of the papers they can barely see.

Does any of that have her name?

[capitalcurator]

With the reminder that he is here with someone Lemm galvanises quick.

"Ah. I'll look..."

His nerves are wrought around this, suddenly, that he might use what he knows...

He turns back and scans what's present fervently, in case anything left laid about might contain what they're asking. The handwriting is unfamiliar; the untranslated even less. This was someone from far afield, and nowhere Lemm has been. And in her own home, this Great Knight hardly thought to refer to herself. Forbidden laments written after the fact, even less!

Unsatisfied, Lemm shakes his head and turns back. He'd have to go over every one, and everything in the drawers, and he does not have the delicate tools to handle the crumbling papers because he has never had to pack for this since reaching the kingdom.

"Nothing." Ah. He is apparently- "Sorry. There's scarce here not written in her home's speech, and I don't have the means to work through it so fast... Maybe we'll find clues elsewhere?"

[focusedvoid]

Of course. Why would a study full of writing have a name. They were truthfully expecting to find flowery letters of lament to her lover--whose name the Knight also doesn't know, a fact that only comes into sharp focus at this precise moment. No, that would be too easy. For all they know, those are just that, but not in Hallownest's writing. They've read more romances than only Bretta's. A foreign language would work well as code between a Great Knight and a Mantis, traitor's child or no.

They dip their head and step aside. Yes, perhaps elsewhere, and Lemm can again lead them where elsewhere he'd like to go.

[capitalcurator]

There are absolutely flowery letters of lament, and Lemm is partly aware from context and what little he's managed to parse. The thing is they're all on top of each other, and when he tried to lift the edges of one the paper looked too fragile for his liking. Lemm has only scanned the topmost layer, and with very little immediate familiarity with her writing or cant. He's wary of damage and there's so much still to cover...

He is unaware of just how much this matter is bugging the Knight. As far as Lemm's concerned they'll get a name eventually. Delving into the text is for after they're done with a first pass.

At least he's more aware they're there, though, and this spurs him to start up talking again as they explore. (He is only faintly aware he's leading.)

"Did you see the embossed ceiling? Look at that." He points at one of the metal adornments over a supporting arch, spiked crown motif and all. "Idolatry, even here! The builders couldn't help themselves. All of it's masterwork, though, look at the detail..."

Lemm halts in front of another arch, this one leading to a short hall towards the back of the Mansion. Pale buttresses give way to an arched ceiling, the sides decorated with twin vases that don't seem to contain anything. There's a faded curtain at the end.

"It smells like Greenpath, do you notice that? Oh, look there - those sconces on the walls..."

Said sconces might be familiar to the Knight, given that they look like Delicate Flowers with a glass lumafly lamp resting on the petals. They'd be beautiful if they were still silvery, but the air's a bit more damp in here and they've tarnished badly. Lemm is obviously in love with them.

[focusedvoid]

The Knight nods in all the proper places, though the first is less than enthusiastic. Idolatry, even here. Well before they'd known truths that were personal, they'd looked at the symbols, understanding their royal connotations from the way through King's Pass. They were unimpressed with the amount of it packed through Hallownest's whole.

They, too, like the flower-lights. Their Nail-paw itches to shatter the glass as they do most others, and they hastily move ahead. Perhaps they'll take one. Or offer to take one on the way out.

The smell of Greenpath doesn't reach them as any smell can't, though they nodded to it, but they've got an idea of what's past here already. The greenhouse had been distinct.

It's a large room, full of glass panes that would let in sun if there were any. Instead, the center of the room has a circle of stones that glow greenish-blue.

There are trellises and other ornate pieces near the glass walls, all covered in dead vines and sad piles of leaves. The empty dirt is peppered with pipes that stick straight upward, most rusted over.

The plants that do live are growing best in circles over dirt near the odd stones, cracking through the edges of the path into sharp-stone gravel. Most are overtaken by grasses native to Hallownest, though odd plants with curved leaves and the orb-shaped pinkish flowers peek through. There are no Delicate Flowers; the only white ones that exist here are far taller, non-glowing with hanging petals twice the size of their body.

The Knight deliberately stops beneath one of those drooping flowers, tapping the white with their horns. It doesn't try eating them. They didn't think so, but after many surprises in Greenpath, they thought it better to check before Lemm gets near.

There's a bench near the back, with an entire feather that reaches near the ceiling from where it was stuck into the floor directly behind it. They're going to sit there in a moment, after poking the flower a bit more. It's soft.

[capitalcurator]

Lemm manages to drag himself away from the light fixtures and past the curtain, letting it fall behind him with a soft swish.

"Well-travelled," he mutters to himself. Then, louder, because he remembers again that he's not the only person he can talk to right now: "She was well-travelled. I wouldn't think any of this is from here..." He wanders forwards.

He examines the standing stones and the plants that still find success around them. He understands very little of plant cultivation, but he turns to see the Knight fiddling with one of the flowers and his lack of expertise doesn't feel very notable.

These flowers don't seem to be spitting plumes of toxicity or doing any biting. There is an urge to make a nuisance of himself.

While they're preoccupied a hand comes out and applies a little force behind the pliable stem. The plant bends with a little effort, and the flower clumsily dips over the Knight's head like they're the pendulum of a stag bell.

[focusedvoid]

They flail wildly. The flower is lucky they heard Lemm crunching over the ground first, or it would've gotten a much more lethal shredding. They duck from underneath and swat it in Lemm's direction with their paws, which doesn't do all that much but make it sway.

They take a few steps away and pull out their paper to confirm. She had a strong non-Hallownest accent. Called me "le-mer" and herself "che". The flower she requested I deliver was from the far place she came from. "Lands serene," the White Lady said.

Unfortunately, they remember the White Lady's words more than particulars of the Grey Mourner's accent. The Grey Mourner's quest was frustrating. The Lady's refusal of that gift was insulting.

[capitalcurator]

He snickers at the result he gets. Yes, they're a warrior, and their instincts are sharp, but on the other hand they are very small and that was exactly as funny to him as he'd hoped it would be.

Lemm lets the stem go, and it pulls back up to its natural shape without much fuss. He smooths over his mean streak and comes to peer at their words.

The specifics of the dialect are repeated under his breath, seeing if they'll ring any bells once he says them. Nothing of the sort, unfortunately.

"Lands serene... I've no knowledge of anything like that, but I've seen these before." He pats the stem of the tall flower. "From what I'm told, there are sudden forests of them when the cold recedes. She's from places much less stagnant than Hallownest, this Grey Mourner."

[focusedvoid]

Each Knight seems different from the rest. of Hallownest's people. The ones that survived/existed long enough to encounter for myself, at the least.

Observation delivered, the Knight wanders over to the oddly-standard bench, pausing to examine the feather. Excepting the Radiance's strange scales looking so much like them, it's been a time since they saw one of these.

It looks like a structure trying to hold up the ceiling, enough to nearly overlook. They run an absent claw over the remaining bristles' edges, feeling them shiver and spring back into place, watching the dull brown shine an iridescent green when caught up in movement by light.

[capitalcurator]

"Hm. Maybe they all were. Foreign, I mean. The King drew attention from all over, it wouldn't surprise me."

He lingers on the flowers a moment. They tell him little of what he'd like to know, but that's no reason not to appreciate something.

The feather gets much more of a reaction, though. Lemm follows the Knight to it, watching their cursory investigation with something similar to dawning horror.

"It's a formidable thing to have a trophy like this. This sort of thing would be why they titled her a Great Knight." He steps back a bit so that it's easier to see the thing all the way to the top, and shakes his head in disbelief. "I'd dread to see the shape of the thing that shed it. Reminds you why they didn't build Hallownest on the surface, eh?"

...His eyes stray to the bench. And then to the Knight. He waits expectantly.

[focusedvoid]

They abruptly recall the name of Pilgrim's Way, and the specific welcoming to unknown Higher Beings that they reluctantly appreciate in informing them the name of their Focus capability.

Hallownest allowed in many. Even at its worst, the corpse lured in travellers. This thought, paired with Lemm's admiration for the smallest of details of when the kingdom thrived, leaves the Knight with an uneasy sort of melancholy.

They sit, absently scooting to the side after a moment. They'd rather stare at the flowers than consider it.