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They're not dead.

Less dead than they'd felt, at least. Their shell doesn't normally take so long to reform.

Then again. Their shell doesn't usually break of their own violation as they ascended in a boiling rage, ate at least one realm, a god, and all the Godseekers.

(That last point is debatable, actually. There's some odd sense, deep under their...shell? Void? Wherever they once stored things like Isma's Tear, much deeper now...that the sea-mind is still there, sluggish and held in a stasis. They're already adjusting enough, and they don't seem to be dying or trying to kill them, so that problem is neatly sorted as 'for later'.)

They push their body to stand. Their horn clangs uncomfortably loudly against the grate they've apparently woken up beneath. They're somewhere in the Royal Waterways. A quick check of the map--or, not so quick, as it takes time to locate where it had been--shows they've risen about halfway through, closer to the City of Tears than the White Palace. They'll go to the Stag Station in the City Storerooms next.

So they think. Complications arise on the way.

The Infection is gone, leaving dead Flukes, Pilflips, and Hwurmps in piles enough it takes time to force their way past. Their body seems too small. No, their body is fine--there's something wrong with perception itself. That will take time to adjust to.

Then, they discover the Monarch Wings now stretch and warp when used, twisting around the nearest pipes after landing before the Knight forcibly calls them back. Shade Wings, they decide to call these.

Once they're high enough to hear the rain above, they realize a noise they'd ascribed to water running in the distance is, in fact, something swirling behind their mask. Many somethings. All the fragments of Siblings with enough self left, staring out from their eyes. It's disconcerting.

By the time they actually get out of the Waterways, they're using their Shade Wings to grip ledges and drag themselves up, with those holding onto things better than their own arms are with the Mantis Claw. 

The Knight faceplants awkwardly onto the floor of the building Lemm's shop is in. If the City is the same as below, there's little left to try killing them in the area.

They'll just take a moment here, thanks.

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Lemm is admittedly very preoccupied with the stone. He hears the ominous rattling, but it takes him a second to register where it's coming from - and by then it's too late.

"Gah!"

The sudden rain-down of fountained water catches him by surprise, and Lemm finally yanks his hand away from the stone to march over to join them.

"What are you doing? Was that on purpose? Turn that off!"

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Starling Lemm wasn't on purpose, but they can't say they regret it, and so neither nod or shake their head. This it barely a problem, they've both just come from the much-wetter City of Tears.

Click-click-click. The spouts flicker off, more slowly than they'd gone on.

Even with such little time, there are a good number of small puddles strewn across the paths.

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Precisely! He didn't leave the City of Being Rained On to come and get rained on elsewhere! Fuming.

...He would be, anyway, but the lingering sense of serenity from the stones has Lemm a little subdued. No retaliative scolding comes, and he just flashes them a sarcastic look before turning his consideration on the little control panel. He's not exactly soaked, though a few trickles of wet run down his face from his horns. Lemm makes no effort to wipe it off. He is used to rain.

He comes to the same conclusion they did.

"So much of Hallownest's still in working order. S'a bit humbling, isn't it? Shouldn't wonder if there're switches for the cargo lifts somewhere. Maybe we've been too quick to assume." Like him with the Stag Stations, for example. He turns to give the greenhouse a quick once-over. "Well, they're watered, at least."

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The Knight nods twice. They have some doubts of the cargo lifts by the Storerooms, though. The City's lifts might be in a poor state with how heavy and waterlogged they are.

They leave the panel open for Lemm's perusal, if he likes, and decide to wait by the doorway. The greenhouse is pleasant, but there's far more to explore.

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"True..." He has little interest in the panel now that they know where it is, what it's for, and how it's used. The flowers are a little better off than they were. Hopefully, anyway!

Lemm retrieves his bag from by the bench, and passes back through the room to join the Knight. His hand touches briefly at one of the stones in passing, and it almost slows him down - but they've more to see, and there's no sense lingering here.

...He does pause at the door and look over his shoulder, just for a moment.

Onward, though.

"...There's someone sneaking around making repairs, I know it. Pity they haven't come forward. I've a fair few complaints."

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Falling back into step at his side, the Knight perks up and answers in writing made wobbly by the walk.

You've noticed? I saw them only once. (Twice, though they don't realize that was the same bug.) They ran before I could do anything. Perhaps I was thought a Husk. Maybe Lemm will have a better chance in the future, if they're not as shy after the plague's end.

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"I've noticed." When you think you're the only person in a city of mindless husks, it's a little jarring to find things are not as you left them. He'd taken lamps now and then, and occasionally engaged in a bit of breaking and entering - this is not pertinent information. "If you've seen them, I'm happy to take you at your word. At least I'm not cracking!"

When they exit the little hall into the grander room with the staircase, Lemm heads straight for it. There's bound to be more information on the mansion's owner up there, he's sure.

"Ah." He stops where the staircase turns to a balcony, and admires a series of paintings along the walls. Some are of Hallownest in its prime, wide shots of the city in all the fullness of its population; others are simpler portraits of people the Mourner knew. Out here in the hall there is nothing to speak of her lover, but Lemm notably wanders past a few, including a portrait of Dryya, that he has no hope of recognising.

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Some of those paintings were clearly by Lurien the Watcher, as he had similar by his resting place. Others are, naturally, unrecognizable to them, but still intriguing to see.

The Knight starts gesturing to Dryya's before they completely freeze.

There's a significantly smaller picture near hers that isn't quite a painting; a sketch, some color slapped on, most of the subjects difficult to see with how much white there is but Isma's green, with even that washed out lighter than the reality. It's this that drew their eye, but then their stare slid down.

This picture wasn't meant to be here. A secret. A mistake.

It portrays Isma and Ogrim amidst a setting of silvery vines adorned with just as silvery thorn, and hidden nearly behind some of the silvery leaves, there hangs a pair of floating circles that resolve the rest of a near-invisible figure into their sibling. Not as their miserable memorial in the City, but what must have been near the beginning, standing barely taller than the Knight still does.

Next to the others, they're so small.

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They gestured, so he looks. By the time he's looking the Knight is already fixed on something else. He's still getting used to their wandering attention - it's no matter, whatever they're drawn to tends to be of some relevance. He leans in to examine the portrait of Dryya and scritches idly at his beard. Someone of some significance, he supposes. A Great Knight, possibly, if they're drawing his attention.

The next. More figures he does not recognise. If the Knight spoke he'd know who they are by now, but he's patient, and he glances down to watch for them to pull out their paper, so he can read as they write like he always does.

They do not. So something is wrong.

Lemm's eyes snap back to the picture, and he studies it hard. At first he's trying to make sense of the two figures at the fore, but Lemm is a Relic Seeker - he missed it the first time, that little suggestion of detail, sketch lines so faded they're scarcely there at all.

He double-takes - down at the Knight, then back at the picture, then down again. The cogs turn. The horns aren't right. The horns are in fact much more like -

Relic Seeker Lemm keeps his eyes locked on the Knight, and convinces himself to say nothing until they give him... something. Anything, really. They're so still.

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They know Lemm is there, looking where they are and they--want him to stop. They don't want anyone to look at this.

Their claws are already hooked around one edge of its nondescript picture frame before they reconsider. It doesn't matter if they're seen small. Why would it? Lemm knows worse than the sight of their sibling closer to hatching than Sealing.

It's hard to look at. It's important to see. They do not hate their Sibling for heeding the same call they did to scramble to the top and beyond, but the memory is present--the memory is fresh. Seeing them like this is two different pains at once, of void-deep memory being left behind, of knowing what absolute torment the face not quite looking towards the viewer is going to experience in its future. The first feels like the Knight is betraying them now.

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He's not sure how to react. But rather than lapse into his personal safety of prodding too far with questions or being too dismissive, he makes himself stay silent.

They want the picture? He studies their claws as they reach up. They're hesitating: no. They don't want the picture?

They're siblings, as the Knight put it. Lemm knows that to mean there's a connection. It's so uncertain here. He does not have context, vital context, he needs so much more to make any kind of decision -

- this is not his decision to make. He is not on an expedition alone; he is with the Knight, and they have their own thoughts. Lemm is not the only one who gets to make decisions. Not like always.

He studies the Knight carefully, no longer looking at the picture at all.

"D'you want this?"

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Yes. No. Maybe.

For a while, they stay standing there with their claws clutching the edge as if stuck tight.

But they're not. It's a simple movement to let go, allow their arm to drop to the side. Their discomfort over that is foolish. It's only a picture. A rare picture, probably one-of-a-kind. Still only that. Their real sibling is in Deepnest, and they swear that's where they'll go next, no matter their potential frustration with Herrah.

I don't know. I Maybe. I didn't was startled to see this them.

They nearly add they have nowhere to put it, but that's not true anymore. They have a house. They can hang anything they like on the walls. But that means anyone who goes in can see it.

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Lemm waits a little while, even after he's read their stuttering reply, just in case they amend anything else.

Eventually he looks back up at the picture, and his reply is... practical. Unassuming. Very Relic Seeker-like.

"I could hold it for you in the back room. S'not like I don't have the space."

It is easier to be clinical and offer a solution than to ask them why they're so hesitant.

"Could pick it up on the way out."

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They shake their head sharply before stopping, dipping their head. They hold up a paw. They...let them think about it.

Their initial disagreement is fear of the picture being destroyed by the City's many water leaks, which helps them decide their own internal state a little more. They must want it. It's unlikely, Lemm has his own objects he doesn't want destroyed, it would be safe. But it's still...they want it. They don't want to leave it here.

Thank you. but I'll take it elsewhere. On the way out.
If you wish to study it you should do so now. I don't know why but I feel uncomfortable with others looking at this. At them like this.

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Lemm nods. He looks up at the picture.

And immediately down at his feet.

The quiet little rule he's following, about what the Knight doesn't want him to pay attention to or ask questions about...

The wish to study, to draw conclusions, and all this by having - it is all tucked under a rug until the embers extinguish, no matter how they protest.

Lemm shakes his head and turns, almost nonchalantly, to Dryya's portrait. "What'd you see in this one?"

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They're faintly surprised he's not taking that chance, but too shaken to question it much, and latch onto the next question tightly.

Great Knight Dryya. It looks like she's holding her weapon, unless it's a prop. Unlike her corpse outside the White Lady's abode, she has a thin Nail. Thin enough they have doubts of its effectiveness.

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There's only the two of them here. They have time. If the Knight changes their mind, they're not likely to come back and find it gone.

Great Knight Dryya.

She - her armour is -

He can't focus. He commits her likeness to memory and nods, hoping he looks thoughtful enough to give himself a little time to actually think. The Knight was troubled by the last picture. Their garbled sentencing told him that much, and it sits in his head like a thorn.

...

Lemm shakes himself, rattled though he is, and with much steadier hands he mimics the position she's holding the Nail and nods.

"Either she fenced, or it was a lance," he concludes, patting his hands together decisively. "Either way, she didn't fight like you. Stabbing and puncturing. Less of this," he adds, and swishes his hand very half-heartedly, just to punctuate.

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He seems uncomfortable. They are uncomfortable and may or may not be projecting. The Knight forces their legs into moving in the direction Lemm was going in the first place.

The Mantis Lords have lances. Their handles are longer. The Mantis Lords and Traitor Lord also had blades that seemed to be spellwork of wind or were moving too fast to see. The Traitor Lord's attacks were fueled by Infection and rose in waves.

This is information disconnected from their current subject, but perhaps fitting in the home of the lover of the Traitor Lord's child.

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Ah, good! Something to ease the discomfort: information that is not related to anything about the Knight or Lemm or their lives or. Whatever.

"Ah. You can't tell - the edge of Dryya's weapon is cut out of the frame." He is talking as fast as they wrote. Maybe they'll both put the strangeness behind them that way! "You talk about spells like you're familiar. Surely you must be."

There is a door on his left. When he pushes it gently open the room beyond is dim: the lumaflies in the chandelier have dulled somewhat, and there are curtains drawn tight over what might be windows to the barren expanse outside. There is just enough light to see the carpet of letters over the room, over the curtained, four-postered bed (made, but not well).

Great distraction for them both.

"Her room, I think." Lemm gestures ahead.

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I learned some from Snail Shamans. One in particular. The others were dead but present enough to be learned from.

I battled the Lords each. The Mantis Lords are three sisters and barred the way to Deepnest unless I won against them and so I did. They had a treaty with Hallownest. The Traitor Lord was blocking the way through the Queen's Gardens. Their brother.

They don't look up until Lemm gestures, and--ah. Yes. That is a great amount of writing to distract them, enough they edge carefully into the room to avoid stirring much of it up.

Beside the bed, there's a strange...something, hanging from the ceiling. They eye it for a moment before realizing. A Mantis hammock.

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"Spellcraft is a bit beyond someone like me, but I've heard of the Snail Shamans..."

The Mantis stuff is interesting. Relevant even, if the Grey Mourner courted one in her private life.

"The Traitor Lord being the one who took the Mourner's love with him. I wonder how the other three Lords felt about that. Or if they knew at all." He steps carefully between the papers on the ground and gives the room a once-over, his hand straying to run lightly over the edge of the hammock material, and it takes him a moment to register what it is. Other bugs than a Mantis weave hammocks, though this one's more vertical than he's used to. It's in a bedroom, though, so the dots are not difficult to connect. "...Ah, I see. Can't abide these myself..."

A lot of these papers look a little less ancient, and thus less likely to crumble than the ones in the study, and Lemm will get to those in a moment. First he heads to the bay windows, where there's a kind of ledge seating area, and pulls open the curtains. There's not much light out there to let in, and the view is... a little depressing, honestly.

He gives up and pulls out his lamp.

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I'm stronger than I was and should not demonstrate inside. Later if you want to see.

They could ask the Lords. They could bring a list of questions from Lemm, as with Ogrim. It's possible they could get a response, though they might need to duel for one.

...Unless it's too much a secret, or taboo. The Traitor's Child didn't so much as get a name on her grave, and they can't imagine the Traitors being lucid enough to carve such a thing even if they were proud of their status. Unlikely.

The Knight stands under the hammock and puts a paw under it, to see if they feel anything inside. There only seems to be a weight of a pillow, or something similarly soft.

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"Eager to show off, are you?" He's teasing a bit. He'd be eager to watch, not that he expects to learn much outside of 'what the Shade Lord can do'. "Yes, I would."

Lemm doesn't hesitate before going in to scoop up a few letters. The Knight said they met her, and it could be considered a bit off for him to be going through her personal effects - but they led him here, and they knew he'd be interested. Any concerns about this are far from his mind.

"I'll say this for the Great Knight: her writing is a marvel to look at. Doesn't make translating any easier, though." He holds up his lamp and peers a bit closer at the pages he's holding. "Poetry...? Poetry... Poet- ah, no, this one's a letter. And she signed it, I think, but it's very smudged. Find me a clearer signature."

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More eager to shake off their still-clinging tension, but that's hardly incorrect. They were already significantly pleased with their Dive and the Shriek. All of them, really. It would be interesting to see how they look from the outside, changed or not.

They nod and start checking. Being significantly smaller than Lemm--several of the papers are literally the size of their body--and not wanting to put them away, they make do with pushing the papers apart into somewhat-neat rows on the floor.

There is absolutely too much poetry. It's normal poetry to some with drawings of flowers and the King's symbol (cursed sign, even here?) to mushrooms of the Fungal Wastes around the edges. She was probably a better wordsmith than artist, though the Knight isn't one to understand the former, even when they can read the language.

Eventually--another letter, writing they can't quite read but seems clean enough. They lift it up sharply, enough to make surprising noise in the silent house. Look, does this work?

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Lemm wanders among the paper, stooping to pick up anything that looks simpler at first. He is working very hard to pick this up as he goes. It's lucky he has the head for it - and he's helped a lot by reading so many different Hallownest dialects and having other references to draw on from his time before. There's a lot to work with despite her flowery language. He'll be missing a lot of nuance, but that's fine.

The Knight's letter is plucked out of their grasp, and he skips straight to the end.

"Le... Didn't you say she called you Le'mer? This doesn't make sense."

He squints a bit harder.

"Oh. My mistake! That's not what that symbol is. Ze'mer, I think. Great Knight Ze'mer."