[Because he's terrified. He's absolutely fucking terrified, that's why. He doesn't tell them that though. It takes him a while to respond due to weeping.]
Why was I tricked into delusions of grandeur...? I've been born believing I was everything! I can't let go of that! I won't accept that I'm weak! I can't afford to be broken again!
[Broken from what? His current meltdown? The past he never had?]
Why did I have to be saddled with something that doesn't exist? My imaginary friendship with the only person I thought... had...
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Date: 2016-08-01 10:25 pm (UTC)Why was I tricked into delusions of grandeur...? I've been born believing I was everything! I can't let go of that! I won't accept that I'm weak! I can't afford to be broken again!
[Broken from what? His current meltdown? The past he never had?]
Why did I have to be saddled with something that doesn't exist? My imaginary friendship with the only person I thought... had...