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the knight ([personal profile] focusedvoid) wrote in [community profile] boxfullofzeroes2022-10-31 05:57 am

voicetest the voiceless









They're not dead.

Less dead than they'd felt, at least. Their shell doesn't normally take so long to reform.

Then again. Their shell doesn't usually break of their own violation as they ascended in a boiling rage, ate at least one realm, a god, and all the Godseekers.

(That last point is debatable, actually. There's some odd sense, deep under their...shell? Void? Wherever they once stored things like Isma's Tear, much deeper now...that the sea-mind is still there, sluggish and held in a stasis. They're already adjusting enough, and they don't seem to be dying or trying to kill them, so that problem is neatly sorted as 'for later'.)

They push their body to stand. Their horn clangs uncomfortably loudly against the grate they've apparently woken up beneath. They're somewhere in the Royal Waterways. A quick check of the map--or, not so quick, as it takes time to locate where it had been--shows they've risen about halfway through, closer to the City of Tears than the White Palace. They'll go to the Stag Station in the City Storerooms next.

So they think. Complications arise on the way.

The Infection is gone, leaving dead Flukes, Pilflips, and Hwurmps in piles enough it takes time to force their way past. Their body seems too small. No, their body is fine--there's something wrong with perception itself. That will take time to adjust to.

Then, they discover the Monarch Wings now stretch and warp when used, twisting around the nearest pipes after landing before the Knight forcibly calls them back. Shade Wings, they decide to call these.

Once they're high enough to hear the rain above, they realize a noise they'd ascribed to water running in the distance is, in fact, something swirling behind their mask. Many somethings. All the fragments of Siblings with enough self left, staring out from their eyes. It's disconcerting.

By the time they actually get out of the Waterways, they're using their Shade Wings to grip ledges and drag themselves up, with those holding onto things better than their own arms are with the Mantis Claw. 

The Knight faceplants awkwardly onto the floor of the building Lemm's shop is in. If the City is the same as below, there's little left to try killing them in the area.

They'll just take a moment here, thanks.
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[personal profile] baelfyr 2023-04-03 08:40 am (UTC)(link)
Success only stokes the flame. As does the sudden sense of being watched - let them watch! There is no room for failure here, and the sea of Shades should know it will not be so easy to quell a Nightmare.

(Somewhere beneath the deafening roar of a beating heart, Grimm might have wondered at what their chances really are. Grimm, however, is somewhat crowded out.)

He vanishes again in a flash as shadow threatens to graze at his wings.

He must stop the Void from moving. The last successful strikes had been because they were immobilised. Grimm whirls into being again at the centre of the cargo lift, wings already lifting in preparation - and, ah, this is no ring, and no flat plane, and so the results will be delightfully unpredictable. His wings stab down.

Sharp, spiralled spikes lance out everywhere, the directions random and criss-crossing, tangling their makeshift arena in points.
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[personal profile] baelfyr 2023-04-03 09:36 am (UTC)(link)
Grimm must retract the spikes before he can move again. At a blade honed of Pale Ore slashed at his back, Grimm jars forward, dragging his wings back in too late.

No matter. He has landed enough strikes to remain confident now, and he whirls into flame and reappears on a different platform. Grimm braces an arm against his wing and sends winged flame searing towards them.

He is faster than he was in the tent when they faced each other before - there was rhythm to that, and even then it had been a testing sort of encounter, feeling out the power of the Summoner. Not so now.

Now that they've managed to strike back, the Heart thrums, ever more defiant, becoming a pulsing beacon against the Shadelord's presence. They will perhaps find this harder to miss.
Edited (why am *i* capitalising wing) 2023-04-03 09:45 (UTC)
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[personal profile] baelfyr 2023-04-03 10:32 am (UTC)(link)
Every aspect of him and the Heart focuses in on their spell when it hurtles towards him - it is Void-charged and dangerous in a way that drives him to flee out of its way as if the single spell would break him into pieces. And perhaps it would not - but it would do unacceptable harm.

Grimm cuts off early, flames fizzling as he launches backward off the platform and pulls his wings about him and vanishes again, Shade Soul missing close behind. Too close; the Heart is pounding at him -

(at the Lord of Shades, too, announcing and insisting its affront that the being that swallowed the Radiance would dare to come for the Nightmare now)

- it is drawing him down to chase the streak of inky black as it tries to find some breathing room. He must allow it no quarter.

Grimm whips into being directly over the Lord of Shades, wraps his wings into a point, and plunges.
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[personal profile] baelfyr 2023-04-03 06:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Grimm is met by an explosion of Void-noise and spellpower so unexpectedly strong his form is broken and he is thrown, violently.

For a fleeting second, the Nightmare's Heart is drowned out.

(For that moment: this is the Summoner, small and pale-masked vessel, this fight is perhaps avoidable - the Heart thrums again and reminds him of the danger, their End lies in this opponent, this is no time for perhaps, can he not hear the sea of Shades threatening? - and Grimm falls neatly back into the rhythm of self-preservation.)

Suddenly disoriented, and with the Heart in a renewed frenzy, he claws at this lifetime's worth of experience and flares his wings and twists his body to right himself in midair. This is not the arena he's used to, and he catches an arm on the hard metal of a platform he didn't expect in his way. (The Nightmare King rails against the dropped form, and the amateur mistake. Less than helpful.)

He ends up skidding (skidding! Unacceptably sloppy!) to a halt with his claws digging into the grooved floor.

It is vital to win. The pain of the Abyss Shriek is dutifully ignored and Grimm leaps up and back without hesitation, eyes narrowed only slightly. His wings catch the air and surround him in a cocoon of protective spikes, and he begins a barrage of scarlet fire.
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[personal profile] baelfyr 2023-04-03 08:29 pm (UTC)(link)
The Lord of Shades on the defensive - no, fleeing! ...That won't stand, either. The Heart is too riled, and by now it has become just as dangerous to let them go as it is to finish things here and now. The Lord of Shades would have a grudge by now. Would come back and find him, find the Heart, when he least expected it.

No, this must be done, though he is not so foolish as to suspect it will be over quickly.

Grimm drops to the ground, wings falling back into place to cloak him neatly, and permits himself only a second to gather his wits before pressing onward and giving chase.

They move fast. But they think slower, and he sees his chance.

Oh, this would be terribly unfair even in the Ritual's bind, not that he hasn't resorted to it before - but the stakes are high. Grimm catches at his wings and twirls and vanishes in a flare of red.

...There is a notable delay.

Then the air right where the Knight is standing twists and sears with heat, and Grimm displaces their physical body with a painful crack.
baelfyr: (our scarlet eyes will watch you keenly)

[personal profile] baelfyr 2023-04-03 10:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Another success, thinks Grimm. Thinks the Nightmare King. Thinks the Heart, even, in the tiny span between expecting at least a moment's respite and being terribly wrong.

Fear is the Nightmare's domain, and it rules that domain in absolute. But that does not mean the Nightmare cannot fear, and it terrors -

Grimm in the physical is clutched by shade and panics. Spells fizzle, either in the mind or against the Void, and he cannot get away, cannot fulfil the role into which he was cast -

The Nightmare's Heart pounds in frantic arrhythmia, lightless Void coiling up the seams. They might as well be squeezing, even if they aren't. Nothing should reach so deep. Not past the vessel and the King, and speaking of -

Nightmare King Grimm has been pacing the arena. Nightmare King Grimm stills and freezes. What the Lord of Shades does to Grimm does the same to his mind, and in that arena thorned Void coils in whether they mean it or not. The King retreats, slowly, towards a corner.

Every fraction of the Nightmare fears.

Grimm, in the present, fears least.

Ignoring the pound of the Heart, ignoring the gravity of the King: quite deliberately, Grimm suddenly hangs still.
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[personal profile] baelfyr 2023-04-03 11:04 pm (UTC)(link)
The Nightmare Heart's wrenching and pulsing would not break loose of the cling of Void alone. Without the vessel and the Ritual it is immobile, vulnerable - it can do nothing but demand of the vessel, and the vessel does not move.

Slowly, the beating of the Heart retreats. And Grimm stays still.

Still. Even as the Void's clutches pull him closer to those pale eyes. Grimm softly lolls forward, like a doll. His eyes are open, but he won't look. He allows the Lord of Shades to hold and examine.

It is when things settle - when the Heart reluctantly, anxiously beats to a slower rhythm, and his captor is convinced he is done, that Grimm dares to tilt his head just slightly, and angles a curious, squinting glance up at the Lord of Shades. Like a bug peering cautiously up at a too-bright lamp.

He hangs in their grip, quiet and deliberate, and watches up at them deferentially to see their verdict.

Troupe Master Grimm has decided to yield.
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[personal profile] baelfyr 2023-04-04 07:32 am (UTC)(link)
The Heart tells him there is danger, still. The Lord of Shades has them all in the powerful grip of Void and there is little he can do about it. Thorns about the Nightmare arteries, thorns about his mind, about his body - they could squeeze, and it would be done. Fear lances through him again.

But the Lord of Shades does not crush the life out of him, as Grimm suspected they might not.

What lances through him next is - too much, too much and the heartbeat rises again, demanding that he struggle as the waves of thought are pushed over him, the Nightmare will drown in it -

- Troupe Master Grimm is sometimes the most valuable asset of the whole Nightmare when it comes to matters of rationality. He braces and lets the ocean of questions and curiosity and probing wash over him, despite the urge to resist once again. That would do no good. The Heart got them into this mess. Grimm has some idea of how to get them out, because underneath all of that he thinks he caught...

...Yes. There. Confusion. With some difficulty (small? He is small, in comparison, he supposes) Troupe Master Grimm holds onto that and tells the Nightmare King firmly: look. (Could destroy him, snap him in half, and doesn't. He's quite grateful.)

The Nightmare King catches on, and presents that confusion to the Nightmare's Heart for consideration. (The Heart - yes, master of the Nightmare, Higher Being, he does the mental equivalent of nodding along.) Relieved, Troupe Master Grimm plants himself firmly in the present and works on the more immediate problem.

"...An honest defeat," he struggles out loud with some difficulty, feeling rather overwhelmed, "and I believe some misunderstanding has settled on all of us. But first - if you might permit us room to think...?"

Diplomatically, Grimm presses back against the torrent of thought, finally putting out some resistance in the hopes of getting their attention. He will answer, and they might straighten this out - if they can stop flooding him.
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[personal profile] baelfyr 2023-04-04 08:56 am (UTC)(link)
It is so much, but now the Heart has something else to work on, resisting the push to struggle and lash out and resist-resist-resist is far more manageable. He waits.

And, ah, what he finds in the meantime is valuable! Even their furtive guilt is a reassurance; that there has been a misunderstanding indeed, for them to still consider the child. They would surely not, if they intended the flame to be extinguished. (A flicker of amusement rises from him amid the rush at the thought of Grimmchild being kept out of trouble.)

And other children, of sorts. It is a fascinating glimpse of personality, even if it is being projected at him in suffocating waves. Well, there is rather a lot of the Lord of Shades to go around. A lot of Shades. Children, too, clamouring at a sibling for answers, but Shades.

...Steady. He suspects they are... amateur at this. Whoever taught them to share this way has not done a very good job, if they were taught at all, and he can be patient while they orient themselves. It's not like he's going anywhere.

They will perhaps feel some small measure of reassurance from Grimm at the realisation that they've been oversharing.

"No harm was done by it, friend." Easy for him to say that now, with the Heart so distracted by what is rapidly becoming recognised as a mistake. "In fact it is a relief. We might more easily come to understand this as... an accident," he tries, as courteous about it as he can manage. "On both our parts, it seems."

Silence, suddenly, but for the uneasy thrum of the Heart. No longer having to weather the onslaught of thought, Grimm goes far more relaxed in their grip.

"Very much obliged. It is a delicate operation to bare the mind so! A lack of finesse is to be expected, and may be honed with time."

Now... He inclines his head very slightly, unable to move the rest of him enough to bow.

"I must profoundly apologise," he offers, and the Nightmare's Heart finally, finally releases him from its death grip on the situation as things begin to make sense. "Might I be correct in my suspicion that your will was misread?"

And - because he is far more used to such things, and does not wish even slightly to come across as thoughtless of their requirements here: Grimm offers them a smaller, more polite little mental nudge. They might still share, if they can manage to do it carefully.
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[personal profile] baelfyr 2023-04-04 10:15 am (UTC)(link)
The shift in how they hold the Heart and the vessel captive is more than welcome. (No longer caged, yes, but as long as the Nightmare's Heart remains in their grip, so does Grimm. Still a captive audience, if not physically restrained.) The Nightmare's Heart settles into a far steadier rhythm.

Grimm mildly accepts the pieces he is given - especially the Lord of Shades' discomposure about the whole thing. It is an immeasurable relief to know this situation is indeed salvageable. That they had not intended to consume the Flame at all.

"Yes. I see now."

He is free to do so, so Grimm offers them a proper sweeping bow this time and remains in it as he speaks. The mistake was his and the Heart's - it is right that he offers the proper amends for the disturbance. (Disturbance it was, not a battle in the true sense, because a battle implies each side to be at least somewhat matched.)

"How lamentable! We would never have hastened into such a skirmish had we known the truth. Your attempt at convening with this bug -" Myla, though he has not been formally introduced and politely does not use her name "- reached far further than you intended."

This they seem to have realised. He straightens up and offers a more complete explanation.

"Such a broad cast of presence was taken for a challenge, I'm sorry to say. That you would make a show of laying claim to this stilled land would not be so grand a stretch. None would contest the territory. We, however," pushed forth: the Troupe, himself, the Nightmare's Heart, "did not take well to the risk of being counted within it."

They had all rather thought the Lord of Shades was making a show of possession, and possibly an example of what fate might be visited on the Nightmare after. Isn't this terribly awkward. He impresses this upon the Lord of Shades, and: he and the Heart both are terribly sorry for the inconvenience - it is just that they were woken from the interlude rather convinced the Ritual was about to be abruptly brought to a permanent end.

There. A very clear explanation, in exchange for which he direly hopes they will let go of his master.
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[personal profile] baelfyr 2023-04-04 02:31 pm (UTC)(link)
There is a deep discomfort in the way things have played out today. The Lord of Shades being profoundly more powerful than even the Heart had expected; the feeling of Void in Nightmare that had not been invited nor should have found a way in; the ease at which a probing attempt had been wildly misinterpreted and how close he might have come to sealing his own fate.

The moment the Heart is freed and no trace of Void remains, the Nightmare's Heart sinks back into the unknown of whatever deep place in Grimm's psyche it channels itself - though only when the visiting Siblings are gone. Grimm himself whirls from their hands and reappears on an eye-level cargo platform, with a clank at the sudden weight. It would be too implicit of trust they do not quite have, or else just simply improper to remain standing there, held - the Lord of Shades is not a stage, Godhome notwithstanding.

The apology is met, accepted, and responded to with another of his own. There; it is a good thing to know they stand on (relatively) even ground again. He is not one for grudges either.

"Perhaps it goes without saying, but it ought to be said: we wish you no ill will despite our altercation. I hope this changes nothing of our Ritual together, my friend. Its conclusion yet awaits."

And - well, that is a lot to unpack, isn't it?

The Higher Being nonsense thoughts are promptly returned to sender, untouched and without comment, as if he simply did not hear. How foolhardy it would be for a vessel of the Nightmare's Heart to open a discussion like that.

"Too, we wish nothing of your kin, nor of those who choose to plant themselves in the ash of the Kingdom tilled. Our business is with you, Summoner, and the last remaining embers of what was." Perhaps there is some fundamental misunderstanding of the Troupe? It would be one he is quite familiar with; at once the concepts of fallen civilisation and lingering essence and Ritual are vaguely offered up. These are the point. Harming anyone uninvolved would not be.

He does not press the reminder that he is still waiting, in regards to the Ritual. It would be unwise. They are quite clearly in a bad mood. The rest of those thoughts are picked through, instead.

"I could not speak on the Pale mother, her presence so obscured - but if I were to indulge in fancy," and this is a dangerous thing to say, but he would like to humour them just this once - they have earned it after he so rudely challenged them as he did, "whatever your will, you will have it done."

Not that he's one to comment on who would win in a fight, or anything so crass! However. He doubts very hard that the White Lady would be capable of resisting anything the Lord of Shades wanted of her, after witnessing their power firsthand. (Put forward: respectfully, this stays speculation, and between us.)
Edited 2023-04-04 14:32 (UTC)
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[personal profile] baelfyr 2023-04-04 04:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Grimm follows in a flicker and settles into parsing their intent, now that there is less meandering and more careful, stunted concept. He maintains a healthy distance perched on the edge of another lift. They may not need to be facing each other for communication this way, but it is polite.

First: "You misunderstand, friend. There is no due haste in completing the Ritual. I wished only to clarify that you would still attend to it." The Heart's eagerness is not for the Summoner to worry about, not until and unless one might show signs of lingering forever.

A nod at the understanding of mutual disarmament. And a slight shift in the way he's looking at them, when their thoughts turn to warning him of potential threats in Hallownest. Amusement, free and easily shared.

"There is much here that may yet pose a threat, but Deepnest and Mantis folk need not factor." And I will remain by the Ritual until its end. But I thank you for the thought.

Another nod; he can tell they are unskilled in Dream - this is not shared - what is shared is a faint sense of encouragement. They have managed much already, and especially with the Dream Nail and with their child, the Lord of Shades will doubtless have plenty of opportunity to learn of Dream and Nightmare both.

(Perhaps they might hunt for their mask together, though a brief flicker of memory, from Grimm's perspective, is sent to show that he saw it break, and not where it fell.)

Grimm feels that the next part strays rather more into the realm of the personal. He thinks for a moment - neatly keeping whatever thoughts he has to himself. Outside of their dance, the two of them are as strangers. But he found himself charmed by this summoner, and intrigued by the being they have become now.

"Each Higher Being differs greatly," he carefully points out. "That you aspire to cast aside the mantle of titles and tribute is unusual, but fair." He carefully picks out the title they seem much keener on - it is easy enough to tell by the way their thoughts feel around it. "Who you are as the Knight will prove counterweight to who you all are as the Lord of Shades, if the two differ much at all." Certain things have to be kept in balance. A familiar phrase to them, perhaps.

Grimm steps to the edge of the platform and looks down, as if he might see the remnants of their mask lying somewhere below.

Quietly: "I find waste of youth unpalatable." An innocuous thing to say, and it might stay vague if not for the way his thoughts neatly hang it on their explanation of their Siblings. "Now is not the time for such discussion, nor am I an optimal choice for it."

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