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They're not dead.
Less dead than they'd felt, at least. Their shell doesn't normally take so long to reform.
Then again. Their shell doesn't usually break of their own violation as they ascended in a boiling rage, ate at least one realm, a god, and all the Godseekers.
(That last point is debatable, actually. There's some odd sense, deep under their...shell? Void? Wherever they once stored things like Isma's Tear, much deeper now...that the sea-mind is still there, sluggish and held in a stasis. They're already adjusting enough, and they don't seem to be dying or trying to kill them, so that problem is neatly sorted as 'for later'.)
They push their body to stand. Their horn clangs uncomfortably loudly against the grate they've apparently woken up beneath. They're somewhere in the Royal Waterways. A quick check of the map--or, not so quick, as it takes time to locate where it had been--shows they've risen about halfway through, closer to the City of Tears than the White Palace. They'll go to the Stag Station in the City Storerooms next.
So they think. Complications arise on the way.
The Infection is gone, leaving dead Flukes, Pilflips, and Hwurmps in piles enough it takes time to force their way past. Their body seems too small. No, their body is fine--there's something wrong with perception itself. That will take time to adjust to.
Then, they discover the Monarch Wings now stretch and warp when used, twisting around the nearest pipes after landing before the Knight forcibly calls them back. Shade Wings, they decide to call these.
Once they're high enough to hear the rain above, they realize a noise they'd ascribed to water running in the distance is, in fact, something swirling behind their mask. Many somethings. All the fragments of Siblings with enough self left, staring out from their eyes. It's disconcerting.
By the time they actually get out of the Waterways, they're using their Shade Wings to grip ledges and drag themselves up, with those holding onto things better than their own arms are with the Mantis Claw.
The Knight faceplants awkwardly onto the floor of the building Lemm's shop is in. If the City is the same as below, there's little left to try killing them in the area.
They'll just take a moment here, thanks.
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Lemm retrieves his bag from by the bench, and passes back through the room to join the Knight. His hand touches briefly at one of the stones in passing, and it almost slows him down - but they've more to see, and there's no sense lingering here.
...He does pause at the door and look over his shoulder, just for a moment.
Onward, though.
"...There's someone sneaking around making repairs, I know it. Pity they haven't come forward. I've a fair few complaints."
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You've noticed? I saw them only once. (Twice, though they don't realize that was the same bug.) They ran before I could do anything. Perhaps I was thought a Husk. Maybe Lemm will have a better chance in the future, if they're not as shy after the plague's end.
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When they exit the little hall into the grander room with the staircase, Lemm heads straight for it. There's bound to be more information on the mansion's owner up there, he's sure.
"Ah." He stops where the staircase turns to a balcony, and admires a series of paintings along the walls. Some are of Hallownest in its prime, wide shots of the city in all the fullness of its population; others are simpler portraits of people the Mourner knew. Out here in the hall there is nothing to speak of her lover, but Lemm notably wanders past a few, including a portrait of Dryya, that he has no hope of recognising.
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The Knight starts gesturing to Dryya's before they completely freeze.
There's a significantly smaller picture near hers that isn't quite a painting; a sketch, some color slapped on, most of the subjects difficult to see with how much white there is but Isma's green, with even that washed out lighter than the reality. It's this that drew their eye, but then their stare slid down.
This picture wasn't meant to be here. A secret. A mistake.
It portrays Isma and Ogrim amidst a setting of silvery vines adorned with just as silvery thorn, and hidden nearly behind some of the silvery leaves, there hangs a pair of floating circles that resolve the rest of a near-invisible figure into their sibling. Not as their miserable memorial in the City, but what must have been near the beginning, standing barely taller than the Knight still does.
Next to the others, they're so small.
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The next. More figures he does not recognise. If the Knight spoke he'd know who they are by now, but he's patient, and he glances down to watch for them to pull out their paper, so he can read as they write like he always does.
They do not. So something is wrong.
Lemm's eyes snap back to the picture, and he studies it hard. At first he's trying to make sense of the two figures at the fore, but Lemm is a Relic Seeker - he missed it the first time, that little suggestion of detail, sketch lines so faded they're scarcely there at all.
He double-takes - down at the Knight, then back at the picture, then down again. The cogs turn. The horns aren't right. The horns are in fact much more like -
Relic Seeker Lemm keeps his eyes locked on the Knight, and convinces himself to say nothing until they give him... something. Anything, really. They're so still.
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Their claws are already hooked around one edge of its nondescript picture frame before they reconsider. It doesn't matter if they're seen small. Why would it? Lemm knows worse than the sight of their sibling closer to hatching than Sealing.
It's hard to look at. It's important to see. They do not hate their Sibling for heeding the same call they did to scramble to the top and beyond, but the memory is present--the memory is fresh. Seeing them like this is two different pains at once, of void-deep memory being left behind, of knowing what absolute torment the face not quite looking towards the viewer is going to experience in its future. The first feels like the Knight is betraying them now.
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They want the picture? He studies their claws as they reach up. They're hesitating: no. They don't want the picture?
They're siblings, as the Knight put it. Lemm knows that to mean there's a connection. It's so uncertain here. He does not have context, vital context, he needs so much more to make any kind of decision -
- this is not his decision to make. He is not on an expedition alone; he is with the Knight, and they have their own thoughts. Lemm is not the only one who gets to make decisions. Not like always.
He studies the Knight carefully, no longer looking at the picture at all.
"D'you want this?"
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For a while, they stay standing there with their claws clutching the edge as if stuck tight.
But they're not. It's a simple movement to let go, allow their arm to drop to the side. Their discomfort over that is foolish. It's only a picture. A rare picture, probably one-of-a-kind. Still only that. Their real sibling is in Deepnest, and they swear that's where they'll go next, no matter their potential frustration with Herrah.
I don't know. I Maybe. I
didn'twas startled to seethisthem.They nearly add they have nowhere to put it, but that's not true anymore. They have a house. They can hang anything they like on the walls. But that means anyone who goes in can see it.
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Eventually he looks back up at the picture, and his reply is... practical. Unassuming. Very Relic Seeker-like.
"I could hold it for you in the back room. S'not like I don't have the space."
It is easier to be clinical and offer a solution than to ask them why they're so hesitant.
"Could pick it up on the way out."
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Their initial disagreement is fear of the picture being destroyed by the City's many water leaks, which helps them decide their own internal state a little more. They must want it. It's unlikely, Lemm has his own objects he doesn't want destroyed, it would be safe. But it's still...they want it. They don't want to leave it here.
Thank you. but I'll take it elsewhere. On the way out.
If you wish to study it you should do so now. I don't know why but I feel uncomfortable with others looking at this. At them like this.
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And immediately down at his feet.
The quiet little rule he's following, about what the Knight doesn't want him to pay attention to or ask questions about...
The wish to study, to draw conclusions, and all this by having - it is all tucked under a rug until the embers extinguish, no matter how they protest.
Lemm shakes his head and turns, almost nonchalantly, to Dryya's portrait. "What'd you see in this one?"
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Great Knight Dryya. It looks like she's holding her weapon, unless it's a prop. Unlike her corpse outside the White Lady's abode, she has a thin Nail. Thin enough they have doubts of its effectiveness.
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Great Knight Dryya.
She - her armour is -
He can't focus. He commits her likeness to memory and nods, hoping he looks thoughtful enough to give himself a little time to actually think. The Knight was troubled by the last picture. Their garbled sentencing told him that much, and it sits in his head like a thorn.
...
Lemm shakes himself, rattled though he is, and with much steadier hands he mimics the position she's holding the Nail and nods.
"Either she fenced, or it was a lance," he concludes, patting his hands together decisively. "Either way, she didn't fight like you. Stabbing and puncturing. Less of this," he adds, and swishes his hand very half-heartedly, just to punctuate.
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The Mantis Lords have lances. Their handles are longer. The Mantis Lords and Traitor Lord also had blades that seemed to be spellwork of wind or were moving too fast to see. The Traitor Lord's attacks were fueled by Infection and rose in waves.
This is information disconnected from their current subject, but perhaps fitting in the home of the lover of the Traitor Lord's child.
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"Ah. You can't tell - the edge of Dryya's weapon is cut out of the frame." He is talking as fast as they wrote. Maybe they'll both put the strangeness behind them that way! "You talk about spells like you're familiar. Surely you must be."
There is a door on his left. When he pushes it gently open the room beyond is dim: the lumaflies in the chandelier have dulled somewhat, and there are curtains drawn tight over what might be windows to the barren expanse outside. There is just enough light to see the carpet of letters over the room, over the curtained, four-postered bed (made, but not well).
Great distraction for them both.
"Her room, I think." Lemm gestures ahead.
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I battled the Lords each. The Mantis Lords are three sisters and barred the way to Deepnest unless I won against them and so I did. They had a treaty with Hallownest. The Traitor Lord was blocking the way through the Queen's Gardens. Their brother.
They don't look up until Lemm gestures, and--ah. Yes. That is a great amount of writing to distract them, enough they edge carefully into the room to avoid stirring much of it up.
Beside the bed, there's a strange...something, hanging from the ceiling. They eye it for a moment before realizing. A Mantis hammock.
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The Mantis stuff is interesting. Relevant even, if the Grey Mourner courted one in her private life.
"The Traitor Lord being the one who took the Mourner's love with him. I wonder how the other three Lords felt about that. Or if they knew at all." He steps carefully between the papers on the ground and gives the room a once-over, his hand straying to run lightly over the edge of the hammock material, and it takes him a moment to register what it is. Other bugs than a Mantis weave hammocks, though this one's more vertical than he's used to. It's in a bedroom, though, so the dots are not difficult to connect. "...Ah, I see. Can't abide these myself..."
A lot of these papers look a little less ancient, and thus less likely to crumble than the ones in the study, and Lemm will get to those in a moment. First he heads to the bay windows, where there's a kind of ledge seating area, and pulls open the curtains. There's not much light out there to let in, and the view is... a little depressing, honestly.
He gives up and pulls out his lamp.
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They could ask the Lords. They could bring a list of questions from Lemm, as with Ogrim. It's possible they could get a response, though they might need to duel for one.
...Unless it's too much a secret, or taboo. The Traitor's Child didn't so much as get a name on her grave, and they can't imagine the Traitors being lucid enough to carve such a thing even if they were proud of their status. Unlikely.
The Knight stands under the hammock and puts a paw under it, to see if they feel anything inside. There only seems to be a weight of a pillow, or something similarly soft.
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Lemm doesn't hesitate before going in to scoop up a few letters. The Knight said they met her, and it could be considered a bit off for him to be going through her personal effects - but they led him here, and they knew he'd be interested. Any concerns about this are far from his mind.
"I'll say this for the Great Knight: her writing is a marvel to look at. Doesn't make translating any easier, though." He holds up his lamp and peers a bit closer at the pages he's holding. "Poetry...? Poetry... Poet- ah, no, this one's a letter. And she signed it, I think, but it's very smudged. Find me a clearer signature."
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They nod and start checking. Being significantly smaller than Lemm--several of the papers are literally the size of their body--and not wanting to put them away, they make do with pushing the papers apart into somewhat-neat rows on the floor.
There is absolutely too much poetry. It's normal poetry to some with drawings of flowers and the King's symbol (cursed sign, even here?) to mushrooms of the Fungal Wastes around the edges. She was probably a better wordsmith than artist, though the Knight isn't one to understand the former, even when they can read the language.
Eventually--another letter, writing they can't quite read but seems clean enough. They lift it up sharply, enough to make surprising noise in the silent house. Look, does this work?
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The Knight's letter is plucked out of their grasp, and he skips straight to the end.
"Le... Didn't you say she called you Le'mer? This doesn't make sense."
He squints a bit harder.
"Oh. My mistake! That's not what that symbol is. Ze'mer, I think. Great Knight Ze'mer."
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...They might've been thinking this over for too long.
Ze'mer. I think that's right. It's been bothering me enough I'll keep looking to make sure.
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Lemm is distracted reading through the rest of the letter, mostly just to prove he can. The syntax is a challenge. He thinks he's getting it, though.
"There are Mantis words mixed in here! No wonder I was having trouble. It's the script - makes it look wrong." He takes another pass. "This one's... a lament written after the fact. Never meant to be sent or exchanged, I shouldn't think."
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Then it must be her name. It would be strange to give her late lover a title back.
Is that name there as well? She deserves more than the moniker of Traitor's Child. For at least someone yet alive to know. If they're thinking of their sibling as well as genuine sympathy for that one, it doesn't need to be said.
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"You're absolutely right. And if their courting was so frowned upon, I'd find some satisfaction in knowing, wouldn't you? Yet more of Hallownest's history someone tried to bury!" Not the Pale King this time, but apparently just as shameful in Lemm's opinion.
Scan for another name he does. Several times he thinks he finds one, only to backtrack and figure out from context that it means something vaguer like my love or turns out to be some floral pet name.
"I'll need time. So much of this is steeped in the frilly language of a lover I'm finding it exceptionally hard to - what does that mean." Lemm scrutinises one of the letters very closely, and rereads something several times. The paper is jerked away from his face very suddenly, and he looks scandalised. "Oh, you can't say that..."
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wow i didn't get ANY alert for this one cool cool cool
'_' alert email lost in the space time continuum
e~e not even just email, here too. guess dw got clogged up for a bit :I<
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