It isn't.

The Knight stops there for Lemm to look at it, and for them to think over the rest carefully. There's a lot for them to be...honest about. Their writing is significantly slower than usual.

You're part of the life I'm finding here. I admit I did not expect that to happen at the start, but I don't dislike it.

I act as guide and guard for you to discover history you could not easily because I want to. I want you to find these things and I want you to be safe, and I want to watch your findings even when I hold less far less interest than you. I am hurt that you didn't realize this, but it hasn't always been this way and I never explained. I'm not used to explaining, as the shadow that others overlook and keep distant from.

I will not let you be injured if I can help it. I will not thoughtlessly leap into danger either. Neither of us want to see each other hurt.

I will be as careful as I can. I promise.

By the time they've stopped, they feel as if they've tugged their own Shade out themselves for Lemm's open examination.