just as you breathe (post c_p)

[dustless]

Nobody gets why, halfway down the mountain, Frisk bolts.

Toriel and Asgore think they changed their mind about not having places to go or the ambassador idea. Everyone scatters through the trees to search for them--eventually, Papyrus is the one to stumble over them, to talk to them, to coax them back with his positive affirmations.

They don't explain why they stare at everyone like they're seeing their bare SOULs (yeah, punk, I'm great! WE'RE great, right, Alphys?), or why they keep touching their teeth (do you have a toothache, my child?), or why they constantly pace through the house they eventually move into with Toriel, opening doors as if they're expecting something else to be behind them (I don't think there are any monsters in the closet, little one).

It's just...Frisk. They're a good kid, even if they're a little strange.

Comments

[voidster]

This is he.

[dustless]

...shouldn't get their hopes up. This is somebody who does need help, probably a lot--he's trapped somewhere and they don't know how to get him out--but not necessarily theirs.

how
where r u

[voidster]

He may be taking it for granted that they know which he happens to be.

I am not quite sure how I do this. It's simply nice that I can.

How are you?

[dustless]

im awake

A child of many details, they are. (They don't know how to answer that question.)

where r u can u tell

[voidster]

That much hasn't changed.

I'm not truly anywhere at all.

Where are you? Do you have a place to stay?

[dustless]

what?
im with

toriel

Frisk still can't call her 'Mom'. They never will.

...Chara's still gone.

[voidster]

I don't have a body.

And that's totally normal. His normal. Don't they remember?

Good, that's reassuring.

[dustless]

...Alarm bells are ringing. They're not letting themselves hope, still, but.

They sit up, hunching over the phone.

are you under mt ebott

[voidster]

Yes and no. You won't be able to find me, but at least we can have a conversation this way.

[dustless]

is it x tra boring there
?

[voidster]

Odd question.

You could say that, yes. Why?

[dustless]

wouldnt u rather talk to sans or Papyrus

Frisk exhales. Might as well get up. They check the date on the screen--'kay, it's Sunday, no school.

[voidster]

Don't worry. I have time enough for all of you.

Probably he is. Sans, Serif, and the younger Papyrus all knew he was there in the castle. He can't go and abandon them now.

[dustless]

what do u want to talk about
is there a way to help

[voidster]

Mostly I wanted to see how you are doing, after... everything.

In the castle. Must be rough, missing so many people.

[dustless]

instantly: what do u mean

[voidster]

All his texts are damn near instant. Time flows differently for Frisk than for him.

Since returning to the larger world.

[dustless]

Are their hopes right?

...should they be hoping at all?

you

did

where ddid you go

[voidster]

What do you mean?

[dustless]

were u
1 at the castle?

There. Finally.

[voidster]

Yes. I'm sorry, I suppose I should have led with that.

wtf i never got an alert for this one

[dustless]

its ok

No it's not. It's not, 'cause they hoped just for a minute just for a familiar face, but now he's here. Trapped somewhere they don't know how to get to, and in their world of origin like their brothers. At least they have each other, and the whole Surface--wasn't the castle his home too?

im sorry they send thoughtlessly.

[voidster]

For a time. It was good to be real again and meet others once more...

There's nothing he can do about it.

You don't have to be sorry for anything.

...and fuckgn html

[dustless]

it sent you back with m e

They're pacing through the house. Toriel might be listening to their feet, listening for them opening all the doors again. She thinks that's just Frisk. She doesn't know them.

They stop at the kitchen window and bare their teeth at the sky, and the mountains. It's not an easy trip there, but Frisk thinks they could make it before anybody started worrying about where they went...

[voidster]

Pity he can't see a damn thing. He can message them, but not see the surface world, only the mostly-empty underground. Useless information. No one he actually knew stayed down there in this timeline.

No. No, it merely put me back where I always have been. Nothing has changed for me. This is not your fault.